I don't have that many dreams and I'm not that ambitious. But I do have some. The most important, of course, is school. I have to graduate. It's either that or be a total failure. There's so much I have to do in order to graduate this year. I need to do some online school on top of my regular schooling. And even then I'll be lucky. I'm not the best student. At all. I think I've had one year where my grades were just awesome and that was in junior high. My lowest grade was a B-. I was pretty happy about that. Ever since then, however, my grades have not been very good. I need to bust this year in order to graduate. That means I can't miss a day and if I do, I need to get my catch up work ASAP. My dad is going to be pissed if this year doesn't work out. I've been doing the best I possibly can but apparently my best isn't enough. I need to give someone elses best. I need to give Kayla's best. My best is NOT enough to get me to pass. I need to do even better this year or I'm screwed.
Along with this, I've decided on two things. For one, I've decided that I want to restore old cars for a living. Earlier this year, I went to a car show and that was that. I had picked probably one of the dumbest jobs I had ever thought of. Not to mention, I have no idea how to restore cars. But, I think show cars are gorgeous. I love car and I love vintage things. That car show sort of spawned this Frankenstein child of an idea of mine. It's stupid and I should just stick to something generic but I really want this. I just need someone to teach me because auto mechanics in school hasn't taught me much of anything.
Another, and more recent idea of mine, is about Sephora. I've decided that slowly, over however long it takes, I'm going to gather one of everything in my closest Sephora store. If you don't know, or aren't from SLC, the Sephora store is in Fashion Place Mall. May I mention the face that this place is HUGE!!! Just for reference, (and I think all VS's are the same size) it's the same size ans about 1 1/2 Victoria Secret's. Out here, those are fairly good sized. So, if you haven't grasped the idea yet, that is a whole hell of a lot of make up! And I want one of everything. This is going to take FOREVER but it's worth it. Especially if I want to get better with make up, which I do. I'm going to buy them one particular section at a time. And I'm going to have a LOT of makeup cases. I just want to have a ton of choices (:
Don't forget yourself.
